he can still do it.

…surprise me, that is [amongst other things *ahem* that he can do ].

just as i was blogging about how our lines of communication have gone down, he sends an email, informing of that fact and asking how things are.

say what you like abt the man: even a gangsta bad boy like him has his soft spots – and he has done more about the ‘keeping in touch’ bit than all of the rest of the sweet talkers combined.

and a simple thing like that makes my day, dammit.

and the sian-ness kicks in

sian: A wonderfully concise Hokkien adjective which conveys boredom, weariness, frustration and emptiness. [Source: the Coxford Singlish Dictionary, found @ http://www.talkingcock.com/html/lexec.php?op=LexView&lexicon=lexicon&alpha=S&page=1]

i dunno wtf is wrong with me. Seriously getting restless again. and i only started feeling this way when i got a msg from a friend of his saying that his computer has died and that the computer shop may be contacting me once it gets repaired. maybe it’s the [unjustified] feeling that he is making use of me when he needs to. which is not true la, because i have to admit that the man does stay in touch more often than all the rest of the exes combined. though he travels so often that he truly can be an International Man of Mystery [as a friend calls him.] But truly, I can’t get the IMM out of my head – and now that the main source of our communication is down i am dreading the thought of not being able to contact him as much as I want to. Gah.

am also getting irritated at work. I dunno why la but it seems as if every little thing seems to get on my nerves. and i can’t seem to focus.

wah lau woman. wake up ur idea can.

postscript

…forgot to mention that the four days over V-day weekend were exhilarating but tiring.

sweet but bittersweet.

full of revelations galore.

and one helluva ride. [literally and figuratively].

[for more details, please refer to other (salacious) blog =P].